I also got to thinking about how writing can often be an even more arduous and treacherous journey than reading the finished product. While I have had times in which the words flew freely from my fingers, many times this is not the case. It's amazing how many times my thought process will shift while I'm writing a piece.
Whenever I'm working on a piece of fiction, I always have this nagging need to be unpredictable, to the point that my stories often go off the rails. When I'm working on nonfiction, I don't seem to have the same problem. Usually I can tie everything up enough to make it somewhat complete at the least.
But the beautiful thing about anything that I sit down to write is that through the process I always learn something about myself. Often it's that I don't know as much about something as I had previously believed. I also tend to create new characters, places and things that end up being part of something else later.
Really, I shouldn't try to separate the creative writing from the nonfiction, because creativity is what fuels the greatest writing. There is such a thing as creative nonfiction of course, but that's not really what I mean. I have been trained to think that i have to keep the informative article type pieces I write entirely separate from my often rather odd imaginings. I don't think I should let myself do that anymore.
I have this strong urge to make my writing really go places. I don't mean trying to write to make piles of money or become famous or anything. I just don't want my creative work to be stuck in neutral while my nonfiction writing feels boring and stale.
I want to take my readers on special journeys that they never could have predicted. Really, life is unpredictable, so why not write like you're just going to the store to buy some milk and bread and end up going on an epic intergalactic journey?