I really should just be speaking my mind. I don’t see the point in holding things back anymore. But I’ve been so muddled lately. At this moment, I’m not going to go in-depth about each of my stressors. I just know I really need to push aside the mindless things and make better use of my time. I should be writing every single chance I get. It’s not that I don’t have anything to say. That is for sure. It’s just how I should say it. So many times I’m taken the wrong way. Then I take two steps back, and I rarely feel confident enough to take just one step forward again. I’ve really fallen behind in writing things that actually make me feel like I’ve said something. I’m just lacking the words to really explain what I’m feeling right now. That is the worst feeling ever for a writer.
But I will do what I can. I will write what I can, because what else is there to do but say what needs to be said?